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Ok….I don’t blog often…But, yesterday I did something so amazing I just have to blog about it!….We all have our “favorite foods” that we can’t resist….Well, “one” of mine is Chinese food…I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Sesame Chicken!…I mean really love it…I’ve never been around it and not had more than my share!..lol…Well, yesterday my family and I went to this water park that’s like 2hrs from where we live…We didn’t leave until like noon…So, everyone was hungry and wanting to stop at a fast food restaurant to grab a bite to eat before we got to the park….So, someone suggested that we stop at the Chinese place….I was like OMG…What am I going to do…I knew someone was going to order my fav…I just knew it…And, of course…3 people ordered…Sesame Chicken with beef fried rice!!! The whole car smelled of my favorite food!…It was right there!…Right in front of me!…So, I’m sitting there biting the corner of my bottom lip thinking…….I could have  just a few spoons…A little won’t hurt right??….And, what difference will one little slip up make?….But, then I got to thinking about where I want to be by Christmas…And, what my whole reason for working out 2 sometimes 3hrs a day….Is not only to get a nicer body but, to get a healthier me…And even if that food didn’t make me gain any lbs over night…That def was not the healthiest choice I could make…So,….I went to Subway and got me a Teriyaki Salad without any cheese or dressing!…Just veggies and that little container of meat that they give you…lol…But, It worked! I got full and I felt good about not caving in!…We had fun at the park and on the way back home….HOW ABOUT THEY STOP FOR MORE CHINESE FOOD!!!!!!!!….I was like are y’all serious?….But, I was determined not to cave!…I went and got me another salad from Subway and a diet coke….The diet coke was my only splurge of the day!:)….I can’t tell you how good it felt to win that small battle with myself!…I mean I know it’s only one day….And, I have many, many more to over come…But, for me it felt like I was finally in control….It felt…………….Amazing:)

~Nothing And I do Mean Nothing…Taste As Good As Thin Feels~

It’s after 12am and I just finished my 77:07 mins on my treadmill…I didn’t feel like working out at all today!…And, my “plan” was not to workout…I’m like it’s  just one day…Plus on top of not “wanting” to workout….I had a really good reason “Not” to..At least that’s what I told myself…Trevor is here!!!..He came this morning and I was like I’m cramping and I just don’t feel like it….Ladies you know who I’m talking about…Our unwanted monthly visitor…Anyway…I think he came and invited some of his friends b/c it felt like a rave party was going on in my stomach!…I’m talking killer pains….This went on all day long…No matter what I took for it…Every hour I kept saying once the pain pass I’m gonna workout….Well, it never passed …..So,  I just decided that I’m going to stay dedicated no matter what!….And, I’m so glad that I did b/c I feel so good!….I took me a hot shower and now I’m going to read me a good scary Stephen King book until I fall asleep…:)

Ok so, I got up this morning ate my healthy breakfast…Did my 77:07 mins on my treadmill…So, I’m feeling pretty good…Granted today is only my 3rd day back on track but, I’m feeling really positive about taking care of myself again…So, I go into my kitchen to eat my lunch….Which is 4oz of skinless, boneless chicken, 1 cup of squash, 1 cup of carrots, 6 reduced fat wheat thins and 1 small orange…Sounds healthy right?…Yeah I think so too!…So, I go to warm up my lunch and guess what’s looking at me on top of the microwave???…A large piece of left over…Deep, Dark Chocolate Cake!!! I’m like OMG!!! It looked so good and shiney!..Like..Jhonica eat me!!!…And, I’m home alone…I’m like…No one will know…One more piece won’t hurt…Will it???….lol…But, thankfully my sanity came back to me before I caved in!…I’m not going to give up on myself so easily!…But, I have to admit that cake did look scrumptious!!!…lol…I took the cake and placed it inside the stove…Out of site out of mind…Jordan can have it later on…:)…I’m on my way to success!!!

Hi Guys!…It’s been awhile since my last post….But, I haven’t forgotten about you guys!…The Wedding has come and gone…And, it was beautiful!!!…I really enjoyed myself and I had a good time…All that time I wasted worrying about whether everyone was going to think I gained ‘SO Much’ weight was for nothing!..lol.I had women complimenting me and asking ‘Me’ how I got my waist so small!!!!…I even

 36 Days Before Wedding 

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Good Morning Everyone!….I’ve been up since 3am this morning….I had to get in my Cardio extra early this morning b/c I’m taking a family member to the doctor’s to get a EEG …I’m determined to start this year off right and not skip any of my 3 workout sesssions during the day…So, if that means waking up 3hrs earlier to do everything I have to do then that’s what I’m going to do!…Well, I need to get off here b/c I need to get dressed…And, that takes another hour in itself!!!…Can’t rush “Perfection”…..Have A Great Day Guys!…

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~Paralzye Resistance With Persistance By Working Out 6 Days A Week No Matter What!~