DereonGoddess21

Ok….I don’t blog often…But, yesterday I did something so amazing I just have to blog about it!….We all have our “favorite foods” that we can’t resist….Well, “one” of mine is Chinese food…I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Sesame Chicken!…I mean really love it…I’ve never been around it and not had more than my share!..lol…Well, yesterday my family and I went to this water park that’s like 2hrs from where we live…We didn’t leave until like noon…So, everyone was hungry and wanting to stop at a fast food restaurant to grab a bite to eat before we got to the park….So, someone suggested that we stop at the Chinese place….I was like OMG…What am I going to do…I knew someone was going to order my fav…I just knew it…And, of course…3 people ordered…Sesame Chicken with beef fried rice!!! The whole car smelled of my favorite food!…It was right there!…Right in front of me!…So, I’m sitting there biting the corner of my bottom lip thinking…….I could have  just a few spoons…A little won’t hurt right??….And, what difference will one little slip up make?….But, then I got to thinking about where I want to be by Christmas…And, what my whole reason for working out 2 sometimes 3hrs a day….Is not only to get a nicer body but, to get a healthier me…And even if that food didn’t make me gain any lbs over night…That def was not the healthiest choice I could make…So,….I went to Subway and got me a Teriyaki Salad without any cheese or dressing!…Just veggies and that little container of meat that they give you…lol…But, It worked! I got full and I felt good about not caving in!…We had fun at the park and on the way back home….HOW ABOUT THEY STOP FOR MORE CHINESE FOOD!!!!!!!!….I was like are y’all serious?….But, I was determined not to cave!…I went and got me another salad from Subway and a diet coke….The diet coke was my only splurge of the day!:)….I can’t tell you how good it felt to win that small battle with myself!…I mean I know it’s only one day….And, I have many, many more to over come…But, for me it felt like I was finally in control….It felt…………….Amazing:)

~Nothing And I do Mean Nothing…Taste As Good As Thin Feels~